Okay so this is a fresh start? Every day is a new day, another day to start over. Only this time I’m started clean, I’ve expressed my deepest pain to someone who loves me enough to want to help me succeed in this journey. He is my best friend, my confidante’, my sidekick, and my partner in crime. My husband is on my team in support of everything and anything that will make me happy. So even though he’s giving up the army and especially the PT, he’s ready and willing and pumped to be my work out buddy. *whispers* he’s kinda on the scrawny side so he could use some beefing up lol**
But point is, this is it. I can’t keep failing, I will not give up and I will not stop until I am fxcking happy with the reflection I see in the mirror. *I said with such passion, I’m really proud of myself right now*
Well I’m off to read this Nutribullet Recipe book, my mom got me this as my house warming gift, it couldn’t have arrived at a more perfect time than right now.
Okay now for some good juju….I need success stories, I need beautiful woman on the same page as me, working their asses off to be healthy even when your ass wants to take a break every now and then. Or maybe just some motivational words. In fact we can trade secrets =]
Follow? yes? I follow back =]
see I wanna be in shape and keep all my curves. *le sigh* how does she do it?
I just had a full heart to heart with my husband about how I am unhappy with my appearance. He says “well then we have to do whatever it is to make you happy. Even though he swore off PT forever once he’s out of the army, he agreed to be my gym buddy =] He is the best hubby ever.